How I feel right now
Everything's changed in the past couple months. I feel out of place, distracted.
And, like I'm always running.
It feels like I'm running in the dark. Unclear where I'm going, or how long I have left. I've got a light shining in front of me, but it's only illuminating the next couple steps worth of ground.
There's something alarming to the situation.
Running, though, I feel, is the only thing preventing me from crumpling over. From submitting to the feeling of unknown. I'm so scared to stop.
And at the same time, I'm tired.